Space.

I don't ever really get the chance to blog. I've been so busy lately, studying for midterms, helping out my sick mother, having a nice social life, trying to find cute boys to follow, etc. It's all very stressful. Right now is really the only time I get to compose my thoughts and even now I need to be writing a paper on Medea for my English midterm. But I keep getting distracted from everything that I need to be doing. I feel that I've been so distant lately. Is that what I need? Do I need to set myself apart from the real world to take some time for myself and sort everything out?

I feel that this distance is causing a lot of distress between people I love. It doesn't allow them to realize what I want and what I need, so when I go for these things and leave them with questions, they become upset with me. But I can't help it when people don't want to listen to me. I mean, if you really cared, wouldn't you listen? Wouldn't you realize that this space is exactly what I need, even if just for a little while?

I don't want to find out. But I feel like it's right.

How can you listen to your gut when all it's making is sounds of sickness?